I'd like to think that today marks day 1 of this roller coaster ride. I can finally say that I am graduating this March. This March! It's finally sinking in, I am less scared and more determined now than ever. I'd like to think that with the past few days of bickering with my parents with what I want in my life, I can finally say that this is what I want to be, a dentist. And a damn good one.
So hello reviewers, never ending practice and long grueling nights.
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Sunday, October 14, 2012
So I'm supposed to tell my parents today, but I still don't know how to break it to them without breaking them. I have the slightest inkling that they have an idea already, and just wants to hear it from me.
Project Wells has been put to a halt but I'm going to do it again, in a while. I have to take that board exam just once and pass with flying colors.
Project Wells has been put to a halt but I'm going to do it again, in a while. I have to take that board exam just once and pass with flying colors.
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Day 1.
I am now redirecting back to blogger but with a different url. I guess this would easier to vent out here until I get to be finally a dentist. So the goal is: graduate on March and take and pass the boards in May. So till then I'll be venting out here as much as I can about my daily rambling on how I will get there.
But for now I'm still waiting for our grades to be up and running so that would be anxiety 1, anxiety number 2 is telling my parents that I won't be graduating soon. It's just so hard. It's killing me. It scares me how my dad would always reiterate that this should be my last semester and then no more. Does that mean that he would stop sending me school, now that I am driven to finish and be a dentist? Would he believe me if I tell him that. All of this scares me, talking to my parents isn't my cup of tea usually I just end up crying and I hate crying. I sick and tired of crying.
Project Wells is still underway, I figured that if I type the questions it would be much easier to study since it would be more pleasing to the eyes. And in the format that I want it. My friends call me crazy for doing such thing, that I wouldn't finish. Will see.
I think I need to have a routine, I think that would be the best way for a clear mind to graduation. As of now my routine that I have in mind is running and church, I think that would be pretty solid. Since I've been eating my worries away and I've been at a loss with my faith with him.
I can do this. Graduation your just a few months away I can taste you. Here's to another rollercoaster ride.
But for now I'm still waiting for our grades to be up and running so that would be anxiety 1, anxiety number 2 is telling my parents that I won't be graduating soon. It's just so hard. It's killing me. It scares me how my dad would always reiterate that this should be my last semester and then no more. Does that mean that he would stop sending me school, now that I am driven to finish and be a dentist? Would he believe me if I tell him that. All of this scares me, talking to my parents isn't my cup of tea usually I just end up crying and I hate crying. I sick and tired of crying.
Project Wells is still underway, I figured that if I type the questions it would be much easier to study since it would be more pleasing to the eyes. And in the format that I want it. My friends call me crazy for doing such thing, that I wouldn't finish. Will see.
I think I need to have a routine, I think that would be the best way for a clear mind to graduation. As of now my routine that I have in mind is running and church, I think that would be pretty solid. Since I've been eating my worries away and I've been at a loss with my faith with him.
I can do this. Graduation your just a few months away I can taste you. Here's to another rollercoaster ride.
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